just a thought

I’ve lost all hope in myself and so has everybody else.

The kid who once had “a whole world of opportunities” is now rejected by them all.

The sad thing is thats it’s all my fault. I did this to myself.

justcallmemoonman:

(Source: holocaused, via missangeee)

College or the Air Force?

At the beginning of last year I was sure of the Air Force but time progressed and I wondered if it was the right choice. So I thought “what the he’ll I’ll just apply to college and see where I go from there.” So I did but now I’m confused more than ever. I got accepted into a couple schools and surprisingly enough I feel pretty apathetic towards it. There’s just one major deal breaker that’ll make me completely decide the Air Force but as of now I don’t know where the fuck I’m going with my life. Let’s just see…

Those who know do not talk. Those who talk do not know.

Stop talking, meditate in silence, blunt your sharpness, release your worries, harmonize your inner light, and become one with the dust.

The other night while laying in bed feeling like shit I was told by a wise beautiful woman to go outside and scream something. As much as I didn’t want to I did it anyways, this screaming did something I didn’t expect it to do. In a way it let out all I was feeling and keeping inside. Right now I just want to go to the tallest building in the valley and scream at the top of my lungs

Maybe that’ll get rid of this feeling…